yesterday was hard. and i ugly cried. man oh man goodbyes tough stuff.
it was my last day of work yesterday. things have been crazy stressful and so busy there but i wouldn’t have given it up for anything if i had the choice. i had the best co-workers a girl could ask for. i had work that challenged me and made me think outside the box (sometimes on very tight deadlines). i loved it; all the craziness of it. it motivated me and pushed me to work harder and be better. i worked for a company and brand that people admire and i miss it already. it’s hard.
and as i sit in my hotel room typing away with big crocodile tears streaming down my cheeks, i know this is the best thing for our family. we are finally all going to be together in one state.
and my new job isn’t going to be a 9-5 job with a laptop that i can leave at work if i didn’t want to catch up at night. nope. my new job is going to be a 24/7 job with a boss that stands approximately 30 inches off the ground and a four legged pup who has a tennis ball addiction.
things are going to look very different for me very quickly and i think i’m ready. bring it on.
but first please let me get thru these next 48 hours without backing out of this move. i had to say goodbye to my sister yesterday so i can’t even imagine how bad it’s going to get when i have to say goodbye to my parents and grandma this afternoon.